JESUS CHRIST

*Tuhan Peluk Aku Sebentar Saja, Aku Lelah…*

Di hari ini aku berkata : “Aku lelah Tuhan.. aku sangat lelah untuk meneruskan perjalananku.. semua yang aku lakukan tidak pernah cukup, aku lelah dengan semua, aku tak sanggup.. tak mampu. Mengapa penderitaan tidak pernah jauh dariku, mengapa perjuanganku sangat berat. Tapi aku mau menang Tuhan, aku mau tetap berjuang bersama-MU, aku mau sampai garis akhir. Sampai Kau bilang sudah selesai, maka aku rela meninggalkan dunia ini dengan tenang.”

Lalu Tuhan berkata : “Anak-Ku, sebenarnya beban yang kau pikul tak seberapa. Aku lebih lelah darimu, Aku setiap saat harus melihat dan mendengar bahkan memperhatikan kamu. Semua keinginanmu, kebutuhanmu, belum lagi doa-doamu untuk teman2mu, saudara2mu. Bahkan semuanya jika Kutuliskan di sini takkan cukup.
Tapi kau tahu anak-Ku, Aku melakukannya demi cinta-Ku padamu, tanpa paksaan. Aku melakukannya dengan sukacita, dengan penuh rasa syukur, karena Aku mencintaimu, sangat mencintaimu dengan segenap hidup-Ku. Aku bahkan mau dan rela mati untukmu. Itu tak mudah anak-KU, bahkan Aku sempat berkata pada Bapa-KU, ‘Biarlah cawan ini lalu dari pada-Ku.’ Tapi Aku tahu kalau Aku tak mati untukmu, perjalanan-Ku belum selesai. Aku tahu itu tujuan hidup-Ku, supaya setiap kamu yang percaya pada-Ku selamat dan dapat hidup kekal.

Tenang anak-Ku, Aku tahu takkan mudah untukmu menjalani ini semua. Seringkali Kulihat kau terjatuh, kau menangis, kau berteriak pada-Ku. Aku mendengar setiap teriakanmu. Aku melihat setiap tetes air matamu. Aku menghargai perjuanganmu untuk selalu bangkit dari tiap kejatuhanmu. Aku menyayangimu anak-Ku. Kau sangat berharga buat-Ku.

Jangan biarkan dirimu menjadi lemah dan tak perduli, cobalah lebih keras lagi, berusahalah membuat-Ku tersenyum. Berjuanglah untuk mendapatkan mahkota kemuliaan yang telah Kusediakan. Aku sudah menyediakan tempat bagimu bersama-Ku.

Aku selalu ada bersamamu, dalam tiap langkahmu, dalam tiap hembusan nafasmu, dalam tiap tetes air matamu, dalam tiap usahamu untuk bangkit. Lakukanlah dengan cinta anak-Ku, lakukanlah dengan penuh rasa syukur. Jangan takut, Aku ada dekatmu, selalu di dalam hatimu. Karena AKU MENCINTAIMU… Aku mencintaimu dengan segenap hati-Ku.”
Lalu Tuhan tersenyum lembut dan hatiku pun melimpah dengan sukacita beserta damai sejahtera. “Thanks GOD. You are awesome. I love You too.

*B-egin with*
*L-ove in Christ*
*E-xpect blessing*
*S-hare goodness*
*S-hine like the sun*
*I-nspire evrybody*
*N-ever forget that*
*G-od always with u*

LOVE-FAITH-HOPE

Hi bloggers. I have nothing much to say right now but i have a lot of time to be wasted 😛 so, here i am again.

I had a very hard time these few days(or maybe i should say week). I had faced so many problems and i was sorrowful and depressed lately. Many bad things happened to me.

I couldn't tell ya about my personal problem but all i can share is how was my feeling and how do i reacted to those problems (gosh, too many grammatical problems. Nvm😑)

I had lost my mind and i lost hope. Being in a deep pain and in total depression. That was my condition.
Crying almost every night and woke up with that swollen eyes. Woke up without hope and nothing got better. Everyday was just the same. 😢

I almost give up with this life but faith saved me. God had show me His power. He gave me hope that He will turn everything back to normal or even better than before. He asked me to trust Him, so i did.

I put all my hope and trust to Him. I believe that He will help me. I prayed to Him everyday. I even went to Church and asked for blessing, and miracle did happened. 😇
That night one of my deep painful problem being solved and its getting better slowly. How blessed i feel!😁 (Thank you,Lord)

So, what i wanted to say is never ignore our Lord. No matter how hard our situation or problem is, do not forget to pray and most important thing is TRUST HIM. God always have mercy because Jesus loves you. 😊

God bless us.

MEDICAL ASSISTANT OFFICER/STAFF NURSE

Hello bloggers! Here i am again messing up my blog with my own words. Haha.
"MEDICAL ASSISTANT and STAFF NURSE"
Okay! Based on above title and capitalized letter, i would like to tell you guys that i admire that job very much since i was a kid, and become more and more attracted with that job since i was in a secondary school until now. I don't know why i have that feeling to help sick people and treat them until they can live back to their normal life and maybe even better than before. It is a wonderful feeling to see those sick people become healthy again, and if God give me opportunity i would like to be the reason those people smile again.

I always pray that i will get between MA or Nurse from Spa8. Every day, every minutes and every second non-stop praying and trying. Eventho i've failed it everytime i tried but it won't stop me or kill my dream to be a medical student one day. I heard and find out so much info about this job. I even made a research about this profession. How i wish i will get this job next year for Jan intake. Amen!

Actually i always said that i want to be a Medical Assistant to him and from the way he react and response to my words i knew that he seems like don't really agree about that. Well, i know that he wants the best for me. He knew that i am that type of easily get stressed out so thats why he dont want me to risk my future by choosing that field. He know me well and i understand why he doesn't let me choose that profession. But im sorry, i already keep this dream for so long. I am promised to myself that i will be a Medical Assistant or Staff Nurse someday. I will.

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Well, i don't have much to say today actually. But i will keep sharing my thought whatsoever next time.
Anyway, pray for my success uols. And don't forget about your future too. All the best for all of us. God bless our hard work. Amen.